As we live in a democratcy it's everyones right to vote and to give there opinion on how the country should be.

But when it's agains the most basic humain rights it shouldn't be allowed, it's like we would accept an other Hitler to rule. No one would allow that but when it's someone saying "We aren't rasist but.." 13% of the Swedish population thinks that's it's ok!!

I can't understand how these people think and I almost feel sorry for them. They are uneducated, ignorant and selfish and will probably rotten in hell after this life!

I know there is people around me thinking like this and to you I have only one thing to say : Until you've come to your senses you don't have to talk to me unless you have questions! And I will tell you about the people that need our help, the people fleeing for there lifes and what we can do to make life better for these people! 

I'm ashamed to be Swedish today and I'm very sorry that I have to explain to my friends all over the world that the country that they have thought to be the best in the world accept rasist in there parlament and are not more then a bunch of losers!

Welcome back to Sweden..

So now I've been here for about ten days and things start to settle on me..

Even one of the girls in shcool gave me a complimang on my effort on becoming a student (I've got some new folders AND did my homework!!). So I'm working on getting in the Swedish ways and culture, getting to know the city again and seeing it's beauty (Sthlm is one of the most beautiful capitals in Europe!)

So many things have happend in only one week and I'm not crying as mush anymore, I still miss Paris, my friends and all the places that I knew don't get me wrong but I've started to accept my choice of moving back to Sweden and Sthlm.

I'm waking up in the morning like "normal" people and do things during the day. It's a bit ood in the beginning as I haven't really done that sens I graduated collage in 2007! And now I'm tired at 22h!!! Haha It's part of my new life I guess and I kind of like it.. 

So over all a good first week, the apartement start to look like mine and livable (still some things to fix and buy but at least there isn't a lot of boxes left!), I'm making new friends in school and around it, I'm seeing my "old" friends and enjoying there presence and getting arond the city like I knew it!

Now I'm off to the Police office and make an ID (You really need one here as everywhere you go you'll have to show it!) so can't have my passport anymore! :)

Bisouxx P

I was quite happy that I could "like" the photos on FB on Friday afternoon promoting the WEEKEND!

And same today, it's monday morning.. I woke up to a gray sky and the sounds of my neigbours leaving for work but I have had a great weekend and have got a lot of things done without stressing so all good!

I've got a new swedish number and a new phone (I was in the shop at 10:10 and left at 11.20, it takes time when you don't know anything), I got some sort of order in the apartement with great help of B and all my boxes are up now (not unpack yet..), had an amazing Indian dinner with a great old friend (the restaurant is just down stairs from my place so that could get dangerous!) and last night I did something that I haven't done in over seven years, I went on a Yoga class at the gym!! (that's a part of the scandinavien lifestile that I think I need to get in to my head..)

I'm starting to get used to the apartement and the fact that I'm here, not that I've stoped missing Paris and my friends there but I have to start living here and not in the thoughts of other places..

That's the conclusion that I've got this weekend!

Have to run now.. Bisouxx P

The sun is shining and I've been my first day at Uni.. :)

So it wasn't like I had thought but what is ever?! My class consists of six girls all at least three years younger then me two borne -95 and me! The age thing is something I understand (I did finish collage in 2007!!) but then there is two girls that have french as mothertongue and one that just took her BAC in France.. Sigh but no dubble SIGH!

I just have to Not give up for once and try to pass this next four months and hope that I'll learn something! But I think that the level will be a lot higher than what I thought.

Otherwise has life been busy (then I don't have to think about all the other things I need to do..) Got my hair done yesterday.. Wonderful, I look human again! Had a great Bangla dinner and bubbles with my favorite aunt!

Today after my class I got an invitation for lunch at my friends place and soon I'm heading out in the sun for an outside consert with an old friend!

Today life looks good afterall Bisous P

I arrived at the centralstation monday night at midnight.. I've planed for this for months but you can never plan on how to feel about it!

I'm gonna wright this blogg in English so that I practise my written language and so that my friends outside of Sweden also can follow this journey.. the big journey back to Stockholm and Sweden after seven years away!

So back to that feeling, the empty feeling of step 1, I'm back in my old appartement in my old city without anything real to tell people that I've done for the last seven years. (except living in Paris and survive that! Travelled in Asia, Australia, India and Europe..)

I have no education, no husband, I don't own anything like an apartement or car But I speak three languages and know different cultures. I have friends from all over the world and meet people from sooo many different countries. 

I don't really know how I will survive in Stockholm with all things to re-learn about the culture (the everyday one), how to be as a good Swede (Don't talk to strangers, no wine during the weeks and no smoking within 15 meters of the entrance ..)

So far I've played it safe and only done things that I know.. (except going to Uni and had my first lecture!!!) but I still maneged to get lost last night, get upset in the grosary store and spoke to stranges! 

To be continued.. XOXOX Pauline