I arrived at the centralstation monday night at midnight.. I've planed for this for months but you can never plan on how to feel about it!

I'm gonna wright this blogg in English so that I practise my written language and so that my friends outside of Sweden also can follow this journey.. the big journey back to Stockholm and Sweden after seven years away!

So back to that feeling, the empty feeling of step 1, I'm back in my old appartement in my old city without anything real to tell people that I've done for the last seven years. (except living in Paris and survive that! Travelled in Asia, Australia, India and Europe..)

I have no education, no husband, I don't own anything like an apartement or car But I speak three languages and know different cultures. I have friends from all over the world and meet people from sooo many different countries. 

I don't really know how I will survive in Stockholm with all things to re-learn about the culture (the everyday one), how to be as a good Swede (Don't talk to strangers, no wine during the weeks and no smoking within 15 meters of the entrance ..)

So far I've played it safe and only done things that I know.. (except going to Uni and had my first lecture!!!) but I still maneged to get lost last night, get upset in the grosary store and spoke to stranges! 

To be continued.. XOXOX Pauline